Master of Fine Arts, Miami University, 2023, English
1001 Nights Preparing to Die: Meditations in Song and Verse is a memoir in short essays that explores the transformative power of music, spirituality, and the indomitable human spirit. Born with a congenital heart condition obscured by the courts during her adoption, the author's life is marked by countless medical procedures, hospital visits, and the constant shadow of mortality. The author navigates the intricate worlds of chronic illness, adoption, substance misuse, and mental health while discovering the profound healing potential of Kirtan chanting—a form of devotional music originating from the ancient traditions of her husband's home country of India. Through personal anecdotes, introspection, and HinDruid spiritual practices, the memoir explores how the author's engagement with Kirtan becomes a lifeline that reconnects her to her body and provides solace, hope, and acceptance of her mortality. Shedding light on the broader significance of meditative practices in the context of chronic illness and the human experience—and providing a platform for raising awareness and fostering empathy—this work offers compassionate and insightful perspectives on the challenges faced by individuals who are adopted, who live with congenital heart disease, and who live with and love family members with substance misuse disorders.
Committee: TaraShea Nesbitt (Committee Chair); Joseph Bates (Committee Member); Diasy Hernandez (Committee Member)
Subjects: Divinity; Earth; Environmental Philosophy; Families and Family Life; Fine Arts; Health; Health Care; Language Arts; Mental Health; Modern Literature; Music; Personal Relationships; Philosophy; Religion; Spirituality; Surgery