Psy. D., Antioch University, 2023, Antioch Santa Barbara: Clinical Psychology
MDMA refers to the psychoactive drug +/-3,4-methylenedioxymethamphetamine. In clinical settings, robust quantitative and qualitative research has demonstrated that MDMA is an effective adjunct to therapists' conduction of psychotherapy for the treatment of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) and potentially various other psychological conditions (Barone et al., 2022; Jerome, 2020; Oehen, 2012; Ot'alora, 2018). This study serves as the first qualitative research to exclusively focus on people who have used MDMA without a therapist in non-clinical settings for the purpose of psychological healing (i.e., MDMA solo users). Eight MDMA solo users were recruited as participants from ads posted on internet forums. Each participant underwent a semi-structured interview.
A thematic analysis of the interviews discovered themes among participants' experiences with MDMA solo sessions and the practices they found helpful or unhelpful for attaining psychological healing. Themes of experiences included mental health struggles leading up to sessions, introspection, empathy, compassion, emotional changes following sessions, lasting changes in outlook, and lasting increased compassion. Themes that emerged for helpful practices included being open, “following” emotions, and writing. Themes found for unhelpful practices included dosages being too high, using MDMA too frequently, and that nothing was unhelpful.
These phenomenological findings were compared to those found in MDMA-AT and MDMA recreational use literature. Nearly all of participants' solo experiences are similar to those of participants from qualitive research on MDMA-AT. When phenomenologically compared to MDMA recreational users whose intentions for usage did not include psychological healing, participants of this study had some similar experiences, but also some directly opposite experiences. For instance, participants of this study reported increased interpersonal intimacy and attunement to emotions, while MDMA r (open full item for complete abstract)
Committee: Brett Kia-Keating Ed.D. (Committee Chair); Lynn Dhanak Ph.D. (Committee Member); Will Barone Psy.D. (Committee Member)
Subjects: Clinical Psychology