Doctor of Musical Arts (DMA), Bowling Green State University, 2024, Contemporary Music
This paper explores the intersection of U.S. graduate music student experiences and
mental health. A literature review discussing nineteenth-century mechanist piano pedagogy
practices, Carl Seashore's Measures of Musical Talent, the impact of neoliberal capitalism on
students, and an overview of current U.S. studies on university music student mental health
underscore the need for further inquiry into the student experience. I held eight semi-structured
interviews with current or former U.S. graduate music students focused on their experiences as a
music major. Through poetic inquiry and qualitative content-coding, the interview transcripts
were analyzed and organized into poetic portraits representing the collective essence of the lived
experiences of the interviewees. The set of eight poems, “Portraits of a Wonderful Musician,”
explores uncovered codes including: identity, self-perception, pressure, expectations, urgency,
anxiety, the pursuit of perfection, guilt, depression, criticism, comparison, and burnout.
Grounded in phenomenology, this paper foregrounds the subjective lived experiences of those
interviewed and demonstrates how these rich understandings can inform current music education
trends and practices. Poetic inquiry and coding revealed a correlation between traditionalist
pedagogical practices and students exhibiting fixed mindset traits, which are associated with the
negative lived student experiences. Influenced by the historical, social, and cultural constraints of
music pedagogies, teachers and students can benefit from student-centered learning approaches,
deliberate practice strategies, and modeling growth mindsets to proactively challenge detrimental
traditions.
Committee: Solungga Liu D.M.A. (Committee Chair); Monica Longmore Ph.D. (Other); Ryan Ebright Ph.D. (Committee Member); Laura Melton D.M.A. (Committee Member)
Subjects: American Studies; Education; Education History; Education Philosophy; Educational Sociology; Educational Tests and Measurements; Epistemology; Higher Education; Mental Health; Music; Music Education; Pedagogy; Performing Arts; Philosophy; Social Research; Sociology