Psy. D., Antioch University, 2020, Antioch Seattle: Clinical Psychology
There are two certainties in life: we are born, and we will die. Everything in between birth and
death is our life. This truth leads many individuals to existential questions: What is the meaning
of life? How do we become satisfied with life, knowing that death is impending? Does awareness
of death motivate how we live? Death anxiety is a well-studied subject; well over 500 studies
provide information on who is the most fearful of death among a variety of groups (women
versus men, religious verses secular, youth verses elderly, et cetera). These studies also use
presuppositions to explain fear of death, such as, elder individuals have less fear of death due to
life experience, a practical reason that makes sense and is likely true. My study looks beyond
practical reasoning. I used descriptive phenomenological research to explore the subjective
experiences of six individuals, to look beyond presuppositions and examine personal reasoning,
and explore whether there were commonalities among their experiences. This study found ten
(10) commonalities within the subjective experience of each participant that influenced each
person's fear of death. In the whole these commonalities describe the structure of a phenomenon,
experiences that alter the fear of death and influences actions taken in life. The commonalities
are loss, selfishness, worry about the process of dying, helplessness over what cannot be
controlled, common daily fears, meaning-making that is embedded in general reasoning, reports
of self-protection, pleasure-seeking drives, struggles with internal and external values, and a
feeling of relief that is found in those who have lost a loved one to chronic illness. This study
provides an enhanced understanding of how individuals process death anxiety. This dissertation
is available in open access at AURA, http://aura.antioch.edu/ and Ohio Link ETD Center,
https://etd.ohiolink.edu/etd.
Committee: Dana Waters PsyD, ABPP (Committee Chair); Wieneke Mary PhD (Committee Member); Halling Steen PhD (Committee Member)
Subjects: Aging; Health; Mental Health; Philosophy; Psychology